Prepare to hear the powerful story of a mother’s grief, a family’s journey, and the miracle that came after loss. This is the story of Amber Emily Smith.


What happens when the life you built — the one that felt like a dream — is shattered in a single moment? In this deeply emotional episode, Amber Smith shares the unimaginable loss of her 3-year-old son, River, the grief that nearly broke her, and the faith that carried her through.

Amber opens up about how she and her husband Granger navigated a storm of heartbreak, public scrutiny, and private suffering — and how, through surrender and spiritual resilience, they found purpose again. From honoring River’s legacy to the birth of their son Maverick, this is a raw, faith-fueled conversation about loss, motherhood, and redemption.

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The Girl On The Bathroom Floor: Held Together When Everything is Falling Apart

Episode At a Glance:

  • How Amber survived the unthinkable and showed up for her family in the midst of soul-crushing grief
  • What it looked like to wrestle with faith, doubt, and healing after the loss of a child
  • The full-circle journey of loss, love, and new life that continues to inspire families around the world

About Amber Emily Smith

Amber Smith is a mother, speaker, and writer whose life was forever changed by the tragic loss of her 3-year-old son, River, in a drowning accident. At the time, she and her husband Granger were living what many would call a dream — a thriving music career, a young family, a beautiful home — until everything changed in an instant.

In the midst of unimaginable grief, Amber found herself crying out to God from the bathroom floor, where faith began to take root in her pain. Her story is not one of clean answers or easy healing, but of raw surrender, honest lament, and a steady return to hope.


Through the birth of their fourth child, Maverick, and the founding of The River Kelly Fund, Amber and her family have turned their deepest heartbreak into a living legacy — one that continues to reach and heal others walking through suffering.


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    Prepare to hear the powerful story of a mother’s grief, a family’s journey, and the miracle that came after loss. This is the story of Amber Emily Smith.


    What happens when the life you built — the one that felt like a dream — is shattered in a single moment? In this deeply emotional episode, Amber Smith shares the unimaginable loss of her 3-year-old son, River, the grief that nearly broke her, and the faith that carried her through.

    Amber opens up about how she and her husband Granger navigated a storm of heartbreak, public scrutiny, and private suffering — and how, through surrender and spiritual resilience, they found purpose again. From honoring River’s legacy to the birth of their son Maverick, this is a raw, faith-fueled conversation about loss, motherhood, and redemption.

    Grab a Copy of Amber’s book!

    The Girl On The Bathroom Floor: Held Together When Everything is Falling Apart

    Episode At a Glance:

    • How Amber survived the unthinkable and showed up for her family in the midst of soul-crushing grief
    • What it looked like to wrestle with faith, doubt, and healing after the loss of a child
    • The full-circle journey of loss, love, and new life that continues to inspire families around the world

    About Amber Emily Smith

    Amber Smith is a mother, speaker, and writer whose life was forever changed by the tragic loss of her 3-year-old son, River, in a drowning accident. At the time, she and her husband Granger were living what many would call a dream — a thriving music career, a young family, a beautiful home — until everything changed in an instant.

    In the midst of unimaginable grief, Amber found herself crying out to God from the bathroom floor, where faith began to take root in her pain. Her story is not one of clean answers or easy healing, but of raw surrender, honest lament, and a steady return to hope.


    Through the birth of their fourth child, Maverick, and the founding of The River Kelly Fund, Amber and her family have turned their deepest heartbreak into a living legacy — one that continues to reach and heal others walking through suffering.


    Resources & Links Mentioned



    Hey, it's Kevin!

    I hope you enjoyed today's episode! If there is ever anything I can do for you, please don't hesitate to reach out. Below, you will find ALL the places and ALL the ways to connect!




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